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[25 Feb 2008|01:38am] |
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So its been once again ages since I have wrote anything on here but I was talking with a friend of mine huggy and he told me he made a new page to come and write on. So it made me realize how much I kind of miss this place and need to come and vent sometimes things have been good for the most part since I have last been on here, but there are just some things that are really starting to bug me like the fickleness of some of my own friends that I thought I could once trust I feel like there are only very few people left that are sincere and that alot of people are just doing things as a passing phase and trend and some even try to use their friends to get what they want out of them and us them to their own advantage and those are things that have been bothering me and pissing me off for the past couple of weeks especially when you claim your true your just as pretentious as the next guy. I just feel trapped with some people like they are just here to act foolish. Not saying that I am perfect or have everything the way that I may want it to be at this point in my life but I am trying, to be a better person work towards something.Thats all for now.
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| Don't Wait Up |
[09 May 2007|11:48am] |
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Tiger Army - Forever Fades Away |
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I have Been Writing Alot Of Poetry As Of Late And I Decided I Would Take Sometime To Share With Who Ever Would Like To Read Some Of What I Have Been Doing. I Will Be Doing A Spoken Words Set On May 18th Opening Up For A Friend Of Mine So Check These Out Let Me Know What You Think.
"Bite The Bitterness"
Give me back the feeling you have taken my eyes are glissing and my words are coming out so empty they have no effect on you. Holding onto emotions is worthless i'm beginning to see why all of my favorite artists are so broken.
Won't you bite the bitterness make love
to the sorrow that you have opened kiss the boy who's heart you've broken.
Frail words and a empty heart let go of me just watch me fall. In the end this is what will make us all. Is beauty in love or just in sorrow cold black coffee is bitter and dry i've turned to her but she just looked and walked away.
"Listen To The Rain"
I'm so sick
I'm tired and it doesn't
Seem to matter i'm losing myself
I've been walking under ladders.
We're still waiting for something
that is never coming prolonging
our excuses for the way we are.
I don't think
and neither do you
from the looks of things.
You and I both are better off walking
out into traffic.Does it still make you
sick to wake up.
I've found it
so easy to push you away
Does it feel better whenever you do
the same. From the looks of things it
we'll never change.We've been prolonging
our excuses for the way we are.
Thats Just A Couple That I Have Written I I Have Over Fifty Now I Want To Put A Book Together Eventually.
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| Finding Home |
[08 May 2007|01:34am] |
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Circa Survive |
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While you my fictional friends have all moved on to myspace to post your blogs about how the world hates you and your boyfriends and girlfriends cheat and lie and all of your best friends are going insane and you just want to get away i have decided to come leave a post here and let everyone know i have been thinking alot about coming back to live journal maybe it can be fun again maybe we can get enough people to actually start using them again myspace isn't all that its cracked up to be its just a thought until then i will be waiting for you sitting here listening to circa survive.
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| Six Months Of Silence |
[13 Jul 2006|08:02pm] |
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Morrissey |
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Its Been A While Since I've Been On Here In Almost Over Six Months To Be Exact But I Wanted To LEt You All Know That I Have A New Band And You Should Come Check Us Out www.myspace.com/thebloodofourhero
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| They Say Your A Troubled Boy |
[30 Jan 2006|06:09pm] |
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Franz Ferdinand - The Fallen |
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| You're A Passed Out Drunk | 
Drinking gives you that warm fuzzy feeling, until you're thrown in the back of a police car... |
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| I'm Wide Awake And Its.... |
[18 Jan 2006|07:23am] |
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Overcoming A Oncoming Cold |
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Afi |
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Right Now It Is Seven Twenty Three A.M. And I Have Journeyed Out Into This World Of Live Journal Blogging Because I Really Haven't Gotten Much Sleep Yet This Morning I Had To Create A New Myspace And ReAdd The People That Were Most Important Or Just Friends In General People That I Actually Know For The Most Part. So That Was Fun ... Yeh Well Any Way I Have Gotten Less Than Eight Hours Of Sleep With In The Past Two Days And I Am Completely Energized Yeh I Am Saying That Right Now But Later On I Will Probally Be Passing Out Some Where Hopefully Not Though I Plan On Staying Up Or Atleast Trying To For The Majority Of The Day. Not Too Much Has Really Been Going On Lately Besides A Few Local Shows Here And There With A Couple Decent Bands And What Not. I've Also Been Trying To Get A New Band Of My Own Together Something Along The Lines Of At The Drive In Mixed With Something Similar To Gastby's American Dream Just Something Fun If I Could Only Find Musicians Interested In Playing Music Of That Sort I Might Have Something Semi Figured Out But I Don't Know Yet.Its Been Quite A Long Time Since I Wrote Here But I Don't Think I Have Much More To Say. I Probally Won't Be back Here With Anything Too Exciting Until The New Afui Album Drops Soon :)
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[18 Jan 2006|02:05am] |
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The Bronx |
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Sorry Emily I Know I Am Late On This But You Tagged Me Any Way So Here It Is The Seven Songs I Am Into Right Now:
1.Nine Inch Nails- Into The Void
2.Nine Inch Nails- The Day The Whole World Went Away
3.Head Wound City- Prick Glass
4.The Blood Brothers- Every Breath Is A Bomb
5.Mars Volta- Televators
6.The Strokes- Juicebox
7.At The Drive In- Invalid Litter Dept.
Its Been A While Since I've Last Updated This Thing So Yeh Not Too Much Has Really Been Going On With Me As Most Of You ALready Know Cause I See Most Of You Everyday.
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[09 Dec 2005|08:39pm] |
New Band www.myspace.com/withouttragedy
Add Us!
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| i"ll Remain Alone" |
[09 Dec 2005|11:08am] |
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Bleeding Through-For Love And Failing |
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My Heart Has Grown Alot Heavier Than I Ever Imagined I Feel So Alone Because I Am Alone No Matter What You Say And She Just Ripped My Heart Out Again Leave Me For Dead. I'm Not Sure I Understand Too Many People Anymore Or Their Actions Its Like Everyone Is Just Out To Fucking Hurt People Anymore.he
"Am I The Ghost Upon The Stage Am I Your Anything"
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| ...This Is My Update |
[29 Nov 2005|07:46pm] |
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Captain Wait... |
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Afi - Rabbits Are Roadkill |
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I Know Its Been A Long Time Since I've Written Here But Its Basically Cause
i Don't Have Much Of Importance To Say And Its Not Like People Are Reading
This Much Now Days Anyway Most Have Moved Over To Myspace And post Blogs
And What Ever Else And Make Pointless Bulletins That Get Passed On But
Any Way Not Too Much Has Been Going On I Have A Few Weeks Left Before I
Am Done With School For Good.Which Is Kind Of Cool And Sucks At The Same
Time Cause I'm Going To Be Moving Away From Brittnee For A While And I'm Going
To Miss Her Alot Shes My BestFriend And I Love Her....
Happy Birthday Jade
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[08 Nov 2005|12:34pm] |
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the color of violence - i hate rice |
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if you like the blood brothers the locust or the yeah yeah yeahs you should check out head wound city its a new side project featuring members of all three groups
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| Heartbreaks And Updates |
[26 Oct 2005|12:32am] |
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Bayside - Don't Call Me Peanut |
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Hello Life,
Not Much Has Been Going On Lately Besides, Buying Cds. Hanging Out With Joe ,Cody ,Steve,Emily,Jonnie,And,Ryan On The Weekends Which Is Always Fun Cause There Is Always Something To Tell One Another About The Week And Etc.Then While I'm Here Up In Pittsburgh I Spend Alot Of Time Just Hanging Out With Brittany When I'm Not At School But We Hang Out Alot At School As Well. I've Got Some What Of A Cold Right Now And I'm Trying To Get Over Which Seems To Be Working Better Now Then It Was Before I Didn't Even Bother Going To School Today Cause I Wasn't Feeling Up To It Then It Was Also Rainning And I Am Already Sick So I Said Forget That. I've Basically Just Been Sitting Around Listening To Bayside And H.I.M. And Eating Chicken Soup This Morning. Last Night I Went And Hung Out With Viqi Down In Her And Rachel's Room.
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| Relationships Fucking Kill |
[22 Oct 2005|12:50am] |
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Aiden - Unbreakable |
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"As Tradgic As It May Seem At This Point And Time She Really Does Mean Everything - LuReis
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[19 Oct 2005|01:29pm] |
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"I Can Not Leave Here I Can Not Stay Forever Haunted More Then Affraid"
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| The Show |
[30 Sep 2005|02:01pm] |
Me With Out You - Amazing Need I Say More They Are Really Good And Scincere At What They Do
Dredg - They Put oN A Very Impressive Show
The Blood Brothers - They Were Really Amazing It Was All That I Expected ANd So Much More They Are Such A Wonderful Band.
Coheed And Cambria - They Put oN The Best Show Obviously , And They Played So Many Good Songs Tonight It Was Really Good , Coheed Is By Far The Best Band Ever
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[29 Sep 2005|11:11pm] |
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Kid Durango " Hello September" |
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Well Last Night I Went To This Local Show And Saw Some Pretty Good Bands This Band Kid Durango Has My Friend Chris In It And They Were Really Good , This Band Firefly From Pittsburgh Also Played ANd They Were Really Impressive, But I Think The Band That Really Got My Attention Was This Band From Texas Named Hundred Year Storm They Were So Good Live It Was Unbelievable , It Kind Of Remind Me Of Something You Would've Got If Dredg And Cicra Survive Got Together And Partied With THe Mars Volta Yeh LoL I Know It Sounds Weird But Yeh They Were Really Nice And After The Show We Talked About The Coheed Show Tonight And They Were So Mad They Were Like If We Didn't Have To Go To Tennesse On Our Day Of We Would So Stayed And Went To That Show.
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| Autumn Sky |
[26 Sep 2005|10:21am] |
Well Our New band Is Finally Under Way For Any One Who Cares www.myspace.com/autumnskymusic Go Check It Out Add Us To Your Friends If You Wish And Etc.
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| Don't Fuck With My Ninja |
[22 Sep 2005|09:53am] |
This Is Britt Shes A Ninja And Right Here She Is Getting Ready To Practice Stealth
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